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13.5.07


as if i'm not alreadi upset enough abt leaving my little guy & everything i noe behind ...
i have to be reminded daily abt my incapability of looking after myself ... my naivity (if theres such a word) ... my overdependence on everyone at home ... & wadever other weaknesses i have that's gonna get me into trouble in europe ...

i understand its concern ...
but wad i need the most now is trust ...

let me step out of my comfort zone & explore the world on my own ...
& hopefully i'll learn a thing or 2 ...

3:41 PM