28.10.07
i fainted in the train on my first day of internship ...
& the sole of my shoe came off on my first day of work ...
(my trusty $10 black pumps frm hk T.T)
so dear mr golden turtle ... its time to make ur grand appearance ...
i'm waiting ... hoho
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first day of work ...
i seriously haven felt this tired for a v long time ...
using my brains n keeping my eyes open throughout the day needs some getting used to ...
this job is going to be challenging ...
i can feel it ...
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what is wrong with youtube ?! i juz wanna watch my gntm ... grrrrrrrrrr
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i shall go make the fang xiao ren red packet ...
7:40 PM
25.10.07
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pls let the pple i meet be nice ...
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i feel like chopping my hair off ...
5:19 PM
24.10.07
papa & mamee r seriously more excited than me abt fri ...
i'm feeling emotional somehow ...
it has been a long wait ...
& i would miss out shopping with xy for her prom dress ...
& watching my hammie all day ...
& bringing him out when he bites the bar ...
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i m silly ...
12:36 PM
23.10.07
& i hope its the right one ...
lets juz see where fate will take me ...
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xy's been really stressed up these days ...
the evil 'O's ...
i noe that she can do well ...
she juz needs to believe in herself ...
(perhaps sisters tend to suffer frm the same weakness)
i shud stop growling at her for a mth ...
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i m obsessed with my silly little grumpy king-of-the-jungle-who-sleeps-like-a-shrimp boy :)
11:29 PM
argh ...
i hate uncertainties ...
& i hate myself for doubting my own capabilities ...
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i'm 7 min late in giving a reply ...
but i need more time to think ...
argh ...
argh ...
argh ...
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my trusty consultants sae i shud go for it although its onli contract work ...
so ...
i still cant make up my mind !?
2:54 PM
18.10.07
i better not let anyone down this time round ...
jiayou!!!
2:47 PM
16.10.07
offering to help me in one way or another ...
but somehow i wanna fight this battle alone ...
i cant be relying on others forever can i :)
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& yes its official ...
i'm the last one standing ...
the thought of losing my comrades to the working world is demoralising yet motivating ...
the complexity of being a human being ...
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some pple nvr fail to disappoint ...
the line will be drawn ...
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update 16:24
y do banks like to call me for all those credit card crap instead of a proper job interview !?!?
& muz they be so persistent by giving me 2 miss calls !?!?
i felt like a total fool -_-
11:39 AM
2.10.07
#1 a sch mate whom i haven been in contact with since yr 1 contacted me bcos she mistook my number for her fren's number ...
after a veri awkward conversation on the phone ... she said she might be able to intro me an events job ...
(i initially tot she was going to sell me some insurance product!)
#2 the tour leader frm my hk trip 2/3 yrs back contacted me through msn !?!?!? he said he found my email scribbled in some old namecards of his -_-
7:08 PM